love

A Forecasted Love…

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this time around is different

a hope for love

she’s independent

strong on her own…

knows that only she can make herself happy

she’s more compassionate

and more selective.

she ends up dating someone familiar

that she’s known for a long time

a supportive friend who’s always loved her.

and she never knew… until now…

usually she’d meet some “great” guy

and go for it… all starry eyed

this time it just evolved…

she was all herself all the time around him

not the person others meet

he knows her depth

he’s been around long enough to know

there’s way more than what the surface shows…

they inspire one another

support and nurture each other too

a super positive chemical equation of love

each other’s refuge

Clarity of Neptune

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heart eyes

of rainbow scenes

her view is only seen

with the Illusion and Clarity of Neptune

the Drive of Saturn

and the Sensitivity of Venus

bigger than life

she draws them in

she loves them

she gives her all

and…

time after time it dissolves

or cracks

or dissipates

or she escapes, escapes, escapes.

Constant Rom-Com

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Living a constant Rom-Com

Romance and Comedy abound

Love du jour

err… heart of the month

stability?

pursuit of passion?

pursuit of emotional depth? YES!

seeking THE chemical equation

positive complimenting

joining in love, in time, in bodies, in mind

wrapped in our hearts

diving into the depths of the subconscious

transcending the physical world

through physical action no less…

unity

confrontation for growth…

Hopeful for love…

Always

with my romantic heart…

Like scenes seen on the big screen

Major romance as consistent supply

chain of events

plot linked together

of the optimistic female protagonist

who all too easily gets swept up

like in chemistry class when the volcano

EXPLODES!

she rides the reaction

then is left- outside in a mess!

Time and again she tries

she so believes in love

and her love partner of the moment

whomever they want to be

not always who he really is

confusion, reliance and trust make a crazy combination…

her hopeful heart still believes…

an easy switch

overdrive engaged

dynamic personal energy

expanding, expanding, expanding

oh too much and way too soon…

it’s what happens…

he says “it was as poetic as poem and as sweet as raw sugarcane…”

oh the chemical reaction…

oh the laughter, the love and the drama that ensues…

Lady Grey

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Sipping on a Lady Grey

on a brisk Autumn morning

long shadows form across my page

as the clear day breaks.

Peaceful flute music in the air

perched writing words

expressing thought

in an attempt to let go.

Where is my Lady Grey partner?

I can say it is all me

I do keep myself good company

but I miss the laugh,

the smiles and the embrace

of another

Where is my Lady Grey lover?

I’m waiting as patiently as I can

lover please come hither

come share moments with me.

Lover please come hither

and share some Lady Grey with me.

A simple love song

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my love

is your love

and your love

is kind.

my love

is your love

and your love

is fine.

my love

is your love

and your love

is mine.

my love

is your love

and my love

is your love

and my love

is…

KIND!

Allowing Love

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Embracing my own self love

releasing others from the unattainable task

creating my own happiness

allowing love in – as it is – right now

without falling back on old patterns

nor projecting the future outcome of this, of now

simply enjoying the now- the moment – what is

enveloping my self, my soul in the goodness and grandeur of love

not making demands

letting go of expectations

allowing me to feel without wanting to own my interest

he will come and go

he always will so it seems

but I – I am here – the one with me always

I cannot stall nor stop energy

so i allow the flow to truly run through me

like a river encompassing, enveloping my everything

from my heart to my soul from well above my head to deep into the ground

allowing love with a resting smile upon my face.A

Kaleidoscope

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Looking through the kaleidoscope of life

from my heart through my eye

I see brilliant colors, the earth and the sky.

I’ve gazed at these shapes for years upon yars

but until recently when I’ve learned how to die

to let go of what I’ve always known

shifting my lenses into the great unknown

and seeing yet again through my kaleidoscope

brilliant colors, the earth, the sky and love

love painting and casting its light upon my world

tis the same instrument I’ve always looked through

only now I see the importance of the changing view

transforming my world and the way I see it

while remaining the same perceiver

as I’ve been… evolving, morphing, transforming

my body, my mind, my spirit and my soul

so torquing my kaleidoscope became natural.

Rebroken

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This is so hard for me

my tender heart is rebroken when we meet

its like a rejection again and again

when i’m around you I want to be back in

the warm and generous nature I know you have

along with your admiration and basking due to my love

you allow it – but each time I’m left so sad.

I try to be cool – most times I think I pull it off

or so I think –

I purposely put a barrier around me for protection

so I won’t continue to get hurt

I try, I try, I try

but its so hard with my broken heart

Not Personal?

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How hard it is to “not take things personally”

when in a relationship wiht another

even further when that relationship dissolves

the feeling of rejection by the one whom you love with such intensity

sends a spear directly through the heart

would the pain really stop if the two lovers were reunited?

or would the reasons for the separation only arise again?