recently heard a translation to modern times suffering=stress.

this flows more easily with me.

living mostly on the spiritual and mental planes these days

these days in australia

wondering if its all just fiction

all the numbers, all the signs

a storyline based on a world of spirituality

that being the theme

i go with it

im interested

but could it be just like anything else… built by a set of ideas

then distributed and followed…

ill take what i want and leave the rest

take in, taste, experience, and absorb only whats necessary

in total preparation of the next step

i am becoming a full woman

true to myself and my nature

independent and confident

in my abilities

in my mind

in my love and in my knowing.

i know… i know… it is true

comfort in the words in old books that seem to confirm what i’ve known

not sure why i had to get confirmation, but i have and thats that.

its not always easy when you are venturing out on your own

paving your own way

going against the grain of the rest of the piece…

with a greater vision

not a herd mind whatsoever

i have to lead my life the way i choose

learning to truly trust this process and myself in it

i am getting there…

i make things more complicated that they need to… must K.I.S.S. more keeping to one plot… simplicity…

I break it down to keep it super simple… 🙂

for some reason i need to learn all about it before i can do that though

otherwise i feel like i am moving about blindly

not my cup of tea

feeling me

feeling what is here

feeling the greater force whatever that is

vibration

vibrato

its all around

its all around

regularly i request… make me a channel of divine creativity and use me as an instrument of higher will…

wrote the basis for a story… came to me at 3am, ten pages… based on the story steps illustrated on my wall…

flooding out… and then it stopped midway and i wrote… tell me more and more came…

now what to do with it…

wanting to create something that eventually involves others

musically

artistically

based on what flows through me… in words…

hopefully in full stories…

help disimminate the awareness…

to help bring light to other peoples work as well…

hopefully making an impact, an influence on others,

on myself, on humanity

the goal is still this…

to positively impact and raise the vibration of humanity, of the human race…

through energy

through thoughtful words and awareness

evoking emotion

evoking thought

evoking change