The storm rolled up quietly

building and building

until the thunder, lightning and rain came

a full on event.

I wasn’t fully prepared

or rather I finally was.

I observed myself going through the emotions

I didn’t hide it, I didn’t avoid it

So over lack… I am ready to move beyond basic survival

this all came out.

Huge stride in the right direction

watching it all happen

acknowledgeing it

and choosing something else after…

I choose to have aspects of my life be different.

I am grateful to have these experiences

but I’ll take easy graceful lessons moving forward

without so much confrontation…

It’s up to me to change the pattern

as the storm rolls in

and disrupts the day and night…

cleanses and replenishes the earth…

it also does the same to me…

Thank you storm, thank you storm in May.