Dancing – the music
I’m engaged
my body pulsates
with every beat
I don’t turn it off
I indulge
I enjoy
building my energy
building
and building
and building
and building
and building…
energy
Energy versus Words
I react to energy, but am swayed by words.
While living in a foreign land I learned that I can only trust what I feel, not just go by the words that come out of the mouth. I had to learn to read energy to know whether they had good intentions or not… I didn’t learn this straightaway, but finally I learned to trust what I felt, to stand tall with my decision and to do what I had to do…
I see the expression, I see it in it’s true form.
Like anything, when I see it, its with me
I cannot act like I’ve not seen it even if I try…
I try to steer clear of false identities
wolves in sheep’s clothing
and the sheep with fangs
I suggest that it all be taken off
until then – I request that you stay away
I don’t know an easier way to convey
that I only want truth and honesty.
I only want those around me who want the same
even in places where I see smiling faces
where words do not erase the incongruent
actions of thier body
so please step back away from me old friend
people change i understand
but for christ’s sake don’t try to force
something that isn’t there… whats the point?
I want to be true to me
and I want those around me to be true to them too
hopefully we can come together later
on a healthy platform to share what we’ve learned
to exchange ideas and thoughts we’ve earned…
Bubble Time-Lapse
You drew me in
as I pulled you too
like a magnet to the metal
like a fish to the choral
I wanted to share my bubble time-lapse
I sat upon your lap
I closed all noticeable gaps
wrapped my body around yours
embracing every physical contour
we closed our eyes
let our energy build like a city high rise
the sunrise began slow and it opened our skies
yet someone from outside
interrupted with redeyes and whys
I asked politely that they be quiet and just stand by
they didn’t understand but reluctantly complied
after I explained that the moment needed to happen first
where its natural and unrehearsed
so we can totally be submersed
letting the love and energy quench our thirst
we won’t need any drugs
we’ll be high from our hugs
we’ll dance all night in the grass or on the rug
while chasing around the flashing lightening bugs
Blessed
Lately in life I have been feeling extremely blessed. I have had such a great life. I have been on a big life adventure in some of the most mystical and special places. Along the way I have come in contact with the most incredible, honest, good-hearted people that have helped to shape my world today. I am so fortunate that my journey has lead me to who I am at 28 years aged. Although I have danced in the rain, literally and figuratively countless times, It hasn’t always been so carefree. It hasn’t always been while standing on a mountain top, in fact I have seen a few deserts, I have trusted people who didn’t understand what that meant. I didn’t know really what that meant either, I hope I do now.
There is this thing, some idea that got into my head when I was young, that I would not make it past my 27th birthday… I think I knew secretly that I would die or something bizarre would happen. Well, I didn’t die, and I am thankful, however, from about that point to where I am today has been the most revealing and inwardly-focused time of my life. Its a little overwhelming to think of at times, but I have been tested to see where I stand on my morals and how much I really practice my values.
I want to share what I have learned about life so far with everyone in my world. I want to keep it going and develop this into something bigger, something more powerful and good. To help spread the positive loving energy to others so that we can really change our world to be how we want it to be, we just have to do it. I will continue on this endless search for the truth and hope that I have gained enough knowledge to understand it. My blessed journey continues.