I have just posted a blog on my myspace site about honestthoughts.com and I feel a little nervous about it. I have kept my little project a secret for the few weeks I have had it going, but for some reason felt compelled to share it today. It is interesting when you put yourself out there. Is it some kind of ingrained worry about what other people will think of me after reading what I think and what I think about? Maybe. Is there a way to get over this? Sure… by putting myself out there… right?

For years I have remained so neutral on a vast number of topics, partially because I really didn’t have a stance but now there are only a handful of items that I am really truly neutral on… partially because I knew that if I did declare a side that I would and could be put into a corner and I really don’t like corners. I let the fear of it and the “bliss” within the ignorance is bliss comfort me… not any more. I cannot always ride the middle… I cannot always be PC or always put on a smile when I don’t feel it… I cannot anymore… and I don’t, or at least I am aware of it now and can choose to be if I want…

This is becoming more of a rant than anything and I feel it… maybe it is the same idea that when some people are nervous they just keep talking and talking… maybe that is what I am doing… more is less or less is more? how does that go? or more is really more? and less is really less? cirlces.