It’s all starting to become clear…
I have found what I’ve been looking for
love
Tilling the Soil
heartbreaks and heartaches are necessary
loving deeply and losing is necessary
so when it comes again
with all the right ingredients
true love can be embraced!
cherished and not taken for granted
learning with each relationship
with every moment and interaction
preparing and letting go of expectations
and growing in self love
creating a fertile love ground
ready to nurture and care
with an evolved understanding
of the beautiful gift
the amazing blessing of love!
with a hopeful heart she continues to till her soil
inserting all the necessary nutrients for a
BIG
SUPER
SOUL
LOVE!
Angels in the Architecture
Angels in the architecture
of her mind
of her reality
they are with her always
helping her grow while protecting her
uplifting her and sharing all their compassionate love
her divinity permeates her being
she in turn shines bright
illuminated with internal light
she attracts beauty all around
depth of beauty attracts her
she sees it everywhere
she shares her love and compassion
she receives it in turn
its just how the story goes
be
give
receive
love.
A Forecasted Love…
this time around is different
a hope for love
she’s independent
strong on her own…
knows that only she can make herself happy
she’s more compassionate
and more selective.
she ends up dating someone familiar
that she’s known for a long time
a supportive friend who’s always loved her.
and she never knew… until now…
usually she’d meet some “great” guy
and go for it… all starry eyed
this time it just evolved…
she was all herself all the time around him
not the person others meet
he knows her depth
he’s been around long enough to know
there’s way more than what the surface shows…
they inspire one another
support and nurture each other too
a super positive chemical equation of love
each other’s refuge
Clarity of Neptune
heart eyes
of rainbow scenes
her view is only seen
with the Illusion and Clarity of Neptune
the Drive of Saturn
and the Sensitivity of Venus
bigger than life
she draws them in
she loves them
she gives her all
and…
time after time it dissolves
or cracks
or dissipates
or she escapes, escapes, escapes.
Constant Rom-Com
Living a constant Rom-Com
Romance and Comedy abound
Love du jour
err… heart of the month
stability?
pursuit of passion?
pursuit of emotional depth? YES!
seeking THE chemical equation
positive complimenting
joining in love, in time, in bodies, in mind
wrapped in our hearts
diving into the depths of the subconscious
transcending the physical world
through physical action no less…
unity
confrontation for growth…
Hopeful for love…
Always
with my romantic heart…
Like scenes seen on the big screen
Major romance as consistent supply
chain of events
plot linked together
of the optimistic female protagonist
who all too easily gets swept up
like in chemistry class when the volcano
EXPLODES!
she rides the reaction
then is left- outside in a mess!
Time and again she tries
she so believes in love
and her love partner of the moment
whomever they want to be
not always who he really is
confusion, reliance and trust make a crazy combination…
her hopeful heart still believes…
an easy switch
overdrive engaged
dynamic personal energy
expanding, expanding, expanding
oh too much and way too soon…
it’s what happens…
he says “it was as poetic as poem and as sweet as raw sugarcane…”
oh the chemical reaction…
oh the laughter, the love and the drama that ensues…
Lady Grey
Sipping on a Lady Grey
on a brisk Autumn morning
long shadows form across my page
as the clear day breaks.
Peaceful flute music in the air
perched writing words
expressing thought
in an attempt to let go.
Where is my Lady Grey partner?
I can say it is all me
I do keep myself good company
but I miss the laugh,
the smiles and the embrace
of another
Where is my Lady Grey lover?
I’m waiting as patiently as I can
lover please come hither
come share moments with me.
Lover please come hither
and share some Lady Grey with me.
A simple love song
my love
is your love
and your love
is kind.
my love
is your love
and your love
is fine.
my love
is your love
and your love
is mine.
my love
is your love
and my love
is your love
and my love
is…
KIND!
Ask for Love
I ask for love
torrential and unwaivering love
of full hearts and blind eyes
of loyalty that stories are written about
I want to feel the depths of emotion
to grow and evolve with another person…
I ask for all of this –
and I will get it.
I get what I ask for
it doesn’t always feel warm and fuzzy
mostly it doesn’t these days
with a deep thick pain in my chest
enveloping and encompassing my heart space
yes
SPACE
with a pinch in my throat and with tears just about to fall…
Is this the love I ask for?
Allowing Love
Embracing my own self love
releasing others from the unattainable task
creating my own happiness
allowing love in – as it is – right now
without falling back on old patterns
nor projecting the future outcome of this, of now
simply enjoying the now- the moment – what is
enveloping my self, my soul in the goodness and grandeur of love
not making demands
letting go of expectations
allowing me to feel without wanting to own my interest
he will come and go
he always will so it seems
but I – I am here – the one with me always
I cannot stall nor stop energy
so i allow the flow to truly run through me
like a river encompassing, enveloping my everything
from my heart to my soul from well above my head to deep into the ground
allowing love with a resting smile upon my face.A