Uncertainty about the future

never really comfortable

staying in the moment

as best as possible

in a foreign land

relying on foreign funds

to sustain me and my life

not allowed to legally work

a luxurious prison of my own making

paradisical for sure

spending time as I choose

I just can’t shake the worry.

the worry about how money will come my way

ones step at a time

on day

one moment

finding the balance of staying in the present

whilst planning for the future…